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MEMORIES OF DUST

PHOTO ESSAY BY ALEX BEX
The opinions expressed in this essay are the author’s own.

About the Photographer

Alex Bex is a French-Texan photographer based in Berlin. His work examines the influence of visual media on traditional representations, particularly focusing on masculinity and its social construction. Through his projects, he engages with the cultural narratives he was brought up with to study and challenge them.
The cowboy is an integral part of Texan culture and a male symbol that resonates across the Western world. Representing independence, ruggedness, and self-reliance, the cowboy has played an important role in shaping the state’s identity. This male icon is still romanticized by popular culture as the “real man,” and has significantly influenced an ideal of Western manhood. 

In a time of growing tensions between traditional values and modern questions of identity, I believe it is necessary to revisit enduring male representations. As a photographer, I am interested in how visual media has impacted our understanding of gender roles. For instance, movies with strong male leads, such as Westerns, had a big impact on me growing up. They shaped my early perception of what a “real man” should be. While those portrayals can be inspiring, I believe they can also be misleading, and not always a positive image for young boys who look up to these heroes. By examining the myth of the cowboy, I want to challenge the boundaries of a male role model. My focus lies on the visual cues commonly used to construct and express hegemonic masculinity, and how I can use this visual language to tell a different story—one that goes beyond the stereotype. 
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For this project, I traveled around Texas over several months. From Fort Worth to West Texas, I befriended local ranchers, primarily at rodeos or through connections made along the way. I chose not to travel by car, relying instead on hitchhiking, Greyhound buses, or other public transportation. This approach helped me to slow down time, build deeper connections with the people I met, and allow for unexpected encounters. ​
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A moment before (Jonathan), Fort Worth, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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Ranch hands, London, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
I was invited to numerous ranches, where I stayed anywhere from a few days to several weeks. To immerse myself in the daily life of the local community, I worked alongside the ranchers through long days, learning about the realities of being a cowboy. During this time, I photographed moments that push the limits of the cowboy archetype—moments of intimacy or vulnerability among men that are rarely represented, yet increasingly important to show and normalize. Witnessing these moments has shown me just how complex masculinity is, far more so than how it has been historically portrayed through visual media. 

What touched me the most were the stories they shared with me. Many of the people I’ve met in the ranching community have lived difficult lives, and I feel that it comes through in their appreciation for the harsh work they do. There’s a sort of melancholy inseparable from the job and the vast, removed landscape surrounding them. As a community known for its conservative values, I was surprised by how some of these men opened up to me. It confirmed to me that the type of maleness in this community is not necessarily as one-sided as it is often portrayed.  These conversations have been selected, transcribed, and sequenced to serve as narrative support for the photographs. 

Navigating this environment has helped me better understand myself as a man and the social constructs I’ve grown up with. It’s also taught me to be more understanding of people’s different backgrounds—something I’ve come to see as a strength in a world that often feels increasingly polarized. By making my own Western and revisiting the narrative of an influential icon, I document my evolving relationship with masculinity to encourage meaningful conversations about its changing role. 
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The cowboy, Abilene, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

JIMMY (16)
It’s about your old values. You
know, cowboys have been around for
a long, long time. They’re going
to stay that way. There shouldn’t
be any change to it, because
that’s what a cowboy is. Cowboy is
what cowboy was. And I mean,
there’s a lot of old guys that
come in, and you’ll be trying to
sell them a pair of boots. They
start complaining about the new
day, modern day, everything that’s
going on—electric cars and stuff.
They’re just old school. Cowboy’s
old school, that’s what I’d say.

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Ranch interior, London, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

ALLEN (20)
Growing up, I didn’t have the best
life and didn’t have the best
parents. I would never do that to
somebody because I know what it’s
like to live it, more or less,
kind of with the fighting and the
fist fighting. I would never wish
that upon a child growing up like
that. My mom didn’t work, and my
stepdad had held it over her head
for just about all my life. That’s
kind of what led to a lot of
things. But I got to get real
close to my friends. We’re all
like brothers. I mean, we rode
around one time for seven weekends
with two rodeos a weekend. They’re
not friends anymore; they are your
family. You can call them at 2
a.m., and they’ll come get you off
the side of the road. It’s that
kind of relationship. Just because
we’re not related doesn’t mean
anything to us.

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Morning ritual, Sabinal, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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Father and son, Abilene, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

RAMON (52)
Back in the day, dads were a
little more rough because life was
rough. You had to be obedient and
do what they’d done. And now…
there’s a lot of change. I want
our kids to continue and live our
way, but if they learn something
else or live a different form of
life and change a little bit,
that’s fine, you know. But I’m
lucky. I grew up riding and
roping, and now I get to rope with
my son and compete together with
him. Dreams come true. I have a
very good relationship with my
little boy, and I’m very
respectful of my high school
sweetheart, my wife. And every day
it’s the same: “Give me a hug.
Love you, Dad. Love you too, mi
hijo.”

MERRICK (15)
If I would be a writer for
Hollywood westerns, I would start
off with the main character not
having a father and then growing
up to be a cowboy and becoming a
good role model for his son and
everyone. Because I feel like a
lot of people who grow up without
a father, they make a lot of
themselves. Growing up without a
father can make you a better man
in the end because you have
somebody to look to that you don’t
want to be, and then they can just
really be themselves. The movie
starts out without a father. And
then the boy grows up; he’s a man,
he’s a cowboy. Then he has a son,
and then he’s the good father for
that son. I think that would be an
important image to share for
younger generations—something to
see like, “Okay, well, in the end,
being a good dad is a good role
model.”

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Untitled (Merrick), London, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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High school rodeo, Fort Worth, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

TREY (33)
Oh, it’s almost like a bad drug.
You know what I mean? It really
is. Once you kind of get off into
it, it gets in you, and you just
can’t get it out of you. But I
think that movies and things like
that have kind of put a romantic
idea around it. None of us are
getting rich doing it, but I
guarantee you none of these guys I
work with here want to do nothing
else either. And a lot of times we
trade pretty good lives to live
this pretty good life.

CURTIS (58)
There’s a lot of real men around.
They come in different shapes and
forms. Their actions are a lot
different. But you can tell a real
man just by the way he treats
other people. Real men aren’t the
ones who are hotheads or fighters
or whatever. Real men are the ones
who pick up the pieces. They’re
the ones that are willing to hang
around and fix things. They figure
out their goals, and they go after
them. Real men really wanna be
happy, and they will do that at no
cost.

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Intermission, Levelland, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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Rancher at sunset, Alpine, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

STEPHEN (73)
It’s not what I possess, you know,
or the fact that I have boots. I
think what makes me most proud is
my, hopefully, tolerance of other
people. You know, I care for
people… I mean, I’m working on
that. But I think tolerance is the
thing I’m most proud of in myself.

MONTE (67)
Many times, many folks,
particularly in the modern age
when they’re watching TV programs
or movies and they see this myth
of the cowboy, say, “Well, that’s
what I want to learn how to be.”
And some people do—the cowboy way,
not necessarily the cowboy myth,
you know? Being respectful to the
people around you and being a good
citizen—that’s what being a good
man or a good human is. That may
be the real myth of the old
cowboy. And anybody can do that…
if they try.

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Untitled (Drugstore), Abilene, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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Texan landscape, Fort Davis, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

JAKE (29)
Seeing the culture die out—that’s
always the biggest scare. Because
as times are changing, things are
becoming more modern and more
concrete. And by concrete, I mean
there’s less and less land for
animals to roam on. That’s always
the biggest thing that ranchers,
farmers, and even rodeo people are
scared of.

OMAR (22)
I don’t want to be making excuses
and all, but I didn’t do a good
roping today; my heart wasn’t in
it. I lost my uncle last Saturday,
and I keep thinking about him. We
were working cattle in the
morning, and then he took a nap
and never woke up. You know, he
probably had some issues, but we
didn’t know about it. He wouldn’t
talk, you know; he was kind of old
school in that way. They don’t
talk. If there’s anything wrong,
they’ll just say, “Yeah, I’m all
good. I’m all right.”

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Intermission, Big Foot, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex
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Ranch interior, Sabinal, Texas, 2024. © Alex Bex

CURTIS (58)
Yeah, I’ve known Jim for at least
40 years. I’ve roped with him,
I’ve worked with him, and I’ve
spent lots of time with him. And
that man—he was a man, you know.
He took care of people. He was
very honest, very practical. When
his wife called me and told me
that he had killed himself, I
thought about it, and I said,
“Shit, it don’t surprise me.”
Because he was diagnosed with
cancer, had surgery, and they took
one of his vertebrae out. I was
wondering how he was gonna take
that because it was gonna hinder
his life—hunting, roping, and
working. He was 72. Next thing you
know, he had another surgery to
get rid of the pain. He came home
from that surgery, and I could
just hear him saying, “You know,
I’m not helping anybody; I can’t
help anyone. I think it’s about
time for me to get out of here,”
you know. So I’m positive that
that was going through his mind,
and he just said, “That’s enough.”

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